hands of fate

I know you'll never read this

and I know I'm not allowed to

talk these type of things to you,

but I do tell in hopes you'll someday

stumble across my blog and read
this one thing I want to tell you.

I stopped listening to Bon Iver. 

I told myself it definitely wasn't because 

I was afraid it would remind me of you..

my love for Bon Iver would never

let you get in between.

It was because there were other 

things I wanted to listen to.

New music. 

Music to satisfy my changing 

musical tastes...just something. 

I was just with a group of people
I newly met. Without warning, I
began hearing a familiar song.

Two things happened in the quickest
manner that I've never felt before;

 my heart broke at the realization
of which artist I was listening to 

and then simultaneously fell in love
with Bon Iver and his music
all over again. 

Then without even trying,

I thought of you.