because you're awesome

Pretzeled into each others 

arms and legs, we sweetly fell asleep.

Our noses were so close, 

we breathed each others breath.

I don't know how many minutes passed,

but something prompted me to look.

As I softly opened my eyes, 

I watched as your eyes opened too.

You looked at me, smiled, then fell asleep.

I instantly realized that one of the 

happiest moments of my life had been created,

so smiled back and kissed ya.

xoxoxo

postponed.

I used to have many thoughts 

go in and out of my mind

that enabled me to blog.

But now I don't,

and I hope that changes soon!

log on, log off.

Blogging's not my style these days.

Bummer.

right now

I want to go to sleep.

But I have to take a shower.

And I want to read my book.

But I'm listening to Bon Iver.

I'm cold (motivation to get to bed.)

Take a shower first, of course.

Then I can fall asleep in my warm, comforting bed.

But I think what I really want,

is to hear from you -

and I'm afraid I'll be too busy doing something

to hear your text.

where are you!?

I feel like I need someone real to talk to.

Someone who can just listen to me

without trying to give me advice

or saying whatever to correct my thoughts.

Someone who will just listen to the things 

I'm thinking and acknowledge 

the realistic human being side of me.

Someone who will take what I have to say

and simply agree that my views on life

aren't all that crazy or stupid

and that they make sense.

No jokes.

No pointing fingers.

No judgement.

Just my theories and thoughts of life.

let's stop trying.

I think I'm okay with you being 

the first and only ex

I'm not going to be friends with.

you're on the run, again.

I can tell it's getting closer to winter

because while I'm in my room,

snuggling with a blanket, 

the temperature outside the covers

is a little more chilly than

normal.

=)

"And forget not that the earth delights to

feel your bare feet and the winds long to

play with your hair."