right now

I want to go to sleep.

But I have to take a shower.

And I want to read my book.

But I'm listening to Bon Iver.

I'm cold (motivation to get to bed.)

Take a shower first, of course.

Then I can fall asleep in my warm, comforting bed.

But I think what I really want,

is to hear from you -

and I'm afraid I'll be too busy doing something

to hear your text.

where are you!?

I feel like I need someone real to talk to.

Someone who can just listen to me

without trying to give me advice

or saying whatever to correct my thoughts.

Someone who will just listen to the things 

I'm thinking and acknowledge 

the realistic human being side of me.

Someone who will take what I have to say

and simply agree that my views on life

aren't all that crazy or stupid

and that they make sense.

No jokes.

No pointing fingers.

No judgement.

Just my theories and thoughts of life.

let's stop trying.

I think I'm okay with you being 

the first and only ex

I'm not going to be friends with.

you're on the run, again.

I can tell it's getting closer to winter

because while I'm in my room,

snuggling with a blanket, 

the temperature outside the covers

is a little more chilly than

normal.

=)

"And forget not that the earth delights to

feel your bare feet and the winds long to

play with your hair."

kahlil gibran

If your heart is a volcano,

how shall you expect flowers to bloom?

When I don't have anything to blog about,

I'm going to replace my thoughts 

with quotes I stumble upon

=)